Monday, 19 September 2011

[福利] 第三弹



女:剪一段时光缓缓流淌
流进了月色中微微荡漾
弹一首小荷淡淡的香
美丽的琴音就落在我身旁
萤火虫点亮夜的星光
谁为我添一件梦的衣裳
推开那扇心窗远远地望
谁采下那一朵昨日的忧伤
我像只鱼儿在你的荷塘
只为和你守候那皎白月光
游过了四季荷花依然香
等你宛在水中央
萤火虫点亮夜的星光
谁为我添一件梦的衣裳
推开那扇心窗远远地望
谁采下那一朵昨日的忧伤
合:我像只鱼儿在你的荷塘
只为和你守候那皎白月光
游过了四季荷花依然香
等你宛在水中央
男白:那时年轻的你
和你水中的模样
依然不变的仰望
满天迷人的星光
谁能走进你的心房
采下一朵莲
是那夜的芬芳
还是你的发香
男:荷塘呀荷塘
你慢慢慢慢唱哟
月光呀月光
你慢慢慢慢听哟
鱼儿呀鱼儿
你慢慢慢慢游哟
淡淡的淡淡的
淡淡的月光
合:我像只鱼儿在你的荷塘
只为和你守候那皎白月光
游过了四季荷花依然香
等你宛在水中央
我像只鱼儿在你的荷塘
只为和你守候那皎白月光
游过了四季荷花依然香
等你宛在水中央
等你宛在水中央

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Sunday, 18 September 2011

[福利] 第二弹



我和你 人海茫茫邂逅
一颗心 苦苦为爱在守侯
明明是 不可能
却逞强 不放手
爱越深 就痛得 越难受
奢望你 给我的温柔
到了最后 都化作乌有
错过了 的缘分
我不再 找借口
这段情 到了结束的时候
如果离开你远走
不要看着我泪流
我会默默祝福你 到永久
彼此错过的缘分
只是错误的邂逅
我和你 一起轻轻的放手
不在乎 啊天长和地久
请珍惜 这曾经的拥有
感谢你 生命里
和我 一起牵过手
这一生 回忆有你就足够

读白:在茫茫人海中
遇到就是缘分
即使错过,
也是彼此内心的一份收获!
谢谢你 给我的一切,
我爱你!真心祝福你幸福!

我和你 人海茫茫邂逅
一颗心 苦苦为爱在守侯
明明是 不可能
却逞强 不放手
爱越深 就痛得 越难受
如果离开你远走
不要看着我泪流
我会默默祝福你 到永久
彼此错过的缘分
只是错误的邂逅
我和你 一起轻轻的放手
我和你 人海茫茫邂逅
一颗心 苦苦为爱在守侯
明明是 不可能
却逞强 不放手
爱越深 就痛得 越难受
如果离开你远走
不要看着我泪流
我会默默祝福你 到永久
彼此错过的缘分
只是错误的邂逅
我和你 一起轻轻的放手
不在乎 啊天长和地久
请珍惜 这曾经的拥有
感谢你 生命里
和我 一起牵过手
这一生 回忆有你就足够

读白:宝贝,谢谢你给我答案,
这一辈子我都不会忘记!我爱你!



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Saturday, 17 September 2011

18/09/2011


愿这个思念化做一盏灯飞向你身边,
希望它能照亮你前行的路,
让你的生命亦能绽放出绚丽的花朵,
折射出灿烂的光芒。

我想和你说

最美的不是下雨天,而是曾与你躲过雨的那屋檐


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Friday, 9 September 2011

[福利] 第一弹 18以上


在我的女朋友在和我认识之前,就不是处女了,但是我们的感情一直很好,虽然我没有十分计较,但有时在内心深处却总是隐隐作痛,所以每当我们吵架的时候,我都会问她这是为什么?她每次都说是因为她当时不懂事,但我的心里还是很介意的。   

那年我到了她家,她的父母很喜欢我,她妹妹(在吉隆坡读先修班)也很欢迎我的到来。虽然她没有我女朋友漂亮,但 一看也就知道是个很清纯,很好的女孩。

当他们知道我们经常为此吵架的时候,那种表情是很难形容的,她父母虽然同意我们的婚事,始终还说是他们女儿不好,对不起我。我们住 在二楼,其他人在楼下住。   

那天晚饭时候,她的叔叔请我们去喝酒,我那天也不知道为什么喝了很多的酒,简直就是大醉,女朋友扶着我回到她 家,我就睡了,半夜当我醒来的时候,头还是疼的厉害,昏昏沉沉的,发现她已经睡着了,我当时就来了兴致,想做了,当年我们都有裸睡的习惯,所以没有其他过 程,我就想进入了,但当时我感觉她很紧,而且没有以前的配合,我以为她也喝多了,就用力进入她,突然她好像万般痛苦似的,在我进入的同时,全身都在颤抖, 紧紧的抓住我的胳膊,我被抓的很疼,我依旧运动着,享受着,也许是酒精的缘故,我坚持了很长的时间,慢慢的她也不知不觉的迎合我,最后,我射到了她的里 面,当我下来吻她的时候,感觉她的脸满是水,我以为是她的汗水,然后我就搂着她睡着了,她也自然的抱着我……   

第二天当我醒来的时候,发现女朋友躺在我身边,已经哭得是泪人一般,我问她: “你为什么 哭了?” 她说:“你已经得到了你想要的处女。”

我一脸茫然,她掀开被子,我惊奇得发现在雪白得床单上有手掌大小的一片血迹。  

我开始回想,回想,难道我。。。?  

就在这时,楼下她父母叫我,我立刻下楼,眼前,她父母老泪纵横,说:“孩子,我们觉得对 不起你,让你受委屈了,是我们的夏夏不配你,所以我们就想了这个办法,让她妹妹和你同床了,她是个好姑娘,就算我们给你的补偿吧,希望你以后能和小雪 好好过日子,只要你对她好,我们就放心了,小妹早上就走了,到学校去了,你也不要找她了,她是自愿 的。”  

我……我……我…………我无语,我简直就是五雷轰顶,我究竟做了什么啊,当我知道 了事情的真相后,我无语,我被感动了,我深深的向二老鞠了一躬,收拾我的行囊,默默的离开了,我的心太乱了,我该何去何从,我该怎么面对女友和小姨子,怎 么面对她们的父母。   

我没有回头,直接就去了吉隆坡,在那个繁华的大街上,寻找我的那份失 落。  

我终于找到了她,她正在宿舍洗衣服,看到我的到来,她先是吃惊,后来又会心的笑了笑,不是很勉 强的那种笑。   我没有说什么,拉住她的手,紧紧的抱紧了她,她也抱紧了我说: “算我父母没有看错你,知道你会来。”   

我依然没有说话,心里很不是滋味。 “你能原谅我吗?”我没有底气的问。 “你嫁给我吧,我会等你的,我要负责任。”

“我姐姐怎么办?“她问我,我无语。  

当夜我们在宾馆才真正的睡到了一起,她的风情万种迷住了我,直到最后我们都累了,她问我: “处女好吗?”我说: “很好。你等我吧,等你毕业了我就娶你,好吗?“ 她说: “好啊。”

三年过去了,我娶了我的小姨子,她成为我的妻子。  

在这三年里,我还是经常找我的女友,但她就像在地球上消失了一样,问她父母就说到沙巴打工了,和家里没有联系 了,已经三年了。  

就在我们结婚以后,我们回她老家看父母时,我接到了她父母的电话,叫 我们直接去吉隆坡的医院,这时妻子的脸色极为难看,当我们赶到医院的时候,我看到了久违的她,静静的躺在病床上,正在用呼吸机维持着生命,看到我们来了,她 勉强的,挣扎的动了动,但没有成功,我跑过去,泪水已经湿透了我的眼睛。

三年了,她怎么会变成这个样子:没有一点血色的脸,瘦瘦的,没有一点神情的眼睛, 我的心都碎了,看到我来了,她眼睛里闪过一道亮光,说: “你和我妹结婚了吗?”

我点点头,她欣慰的笑了笑,“希望你们幸福,对她好些,我就放心了,”她也哭 了,我抓住她的手,问她: “你这几年去哪了?”

她苦笑,“看到你,我就没有心愿了,我要走了,说完就闭上了眼睛。

“夏夏,夏夏,你醒醒,不要睡啊,我爱你啊,你不要走啊!” 在场的人都哭了……

在她姐姐的房间里,那个我们曾经一起睡过的房间里悬挂了一个放大的照片,是她的遗像,依然是笑的那么迷人,我沉默 了。  

她父母走到我的跟前,告诉了我真像:原来在三年前,她就患了绝症,将不久于人世,她怕我伤心,才在她家 亲属的帮助下,给我和她妹妹撮合在一起,然后她就离开了家,默默的观察我们的进展,在我们结婚前她就不行了,一直在等我结婚,再看我最后一眼,就安心的走 了。

我依然无语,仅以我的故事,向那些相亲相爱的人们致敬!





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Thursday, 8 September 2011

08/09/2011

知道这个世界上最残忍的事是什么吗?
就是当你以为你已经找到了自己的归宿,
却看到它一块块的在你眼前倒塌,粉碎。
以上这张图,是我从我的私人帖吧里截出来的。
是以为今晚的感想,给读者们的小小福利吧?
开学了几天,各种没动力,各种颓废
这样下去总不可以吧?
外观看起来,正常啊
俄语老师还说我变了,说话少了,不再口无忌惮了。
是么?我不觉得。不是说我成熟还是什么了。
也许这就是所谓的看破红尘吧?
所谓的什么都不管,什么都不想管
只想躲在被单下不出来。

我 真孤僻了么?
好多隐私开始不敢写在这儿了
觉得也是时候开始找回当初那个最真实的我了
好多东西需要改善
好多东西等着我去做
一个生活等着我去充实

是时候告诉自己要振作了,
把当初那个有爱有动力的少年带回来吧!


嘿嘿
很多时候,我们对那些看不开而自杀的人各种辱骂
哼哼,就是没人停下来看看
我们的世界究竟多丑陋

~可耻的夏夏~
~匿了~



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Tuesday, 23 August 2011

23/08/2011

I just realized it's been a while since I actually did some writing, and well we have here, a simple piece of work. Tried my hand at writing something with an old-ish feel, and here we have the tale of a blacksmith... and his vengeance.

Do note that the first verses depict the cause of his revenge.

The Lost Blacksmith
Attend the tale of Sanger Zonvold,
A tale of treachery woven by the hands of God.

Fifteen years ago…
There was a blacksmith and his wife,
And she was beautiful,
A foolish blacksmith and his wife,
She was his reason and his life,
And she was beautiful,
And she was virtuous,
And he was… naïve,
There was another man who saw,
That she was beautiful,
A pious vulture of the law,
Who with a gesture of his claw,
Removed the sentry from his plate,
Then there was nothing but to wait,
And she would fall,
So soft,
So young,
So lost and oh so beautiful!



Sven sighed as he set foot upon the shores of his homeland again.

Fifteen years. Fifteen years of being caged. An eternity spent in darkness. He will pay, there’s no doubt.

The once familiar streets, which were used to be illuminated with warmth were now cloaked with frigid shadows, stank of malice and malevolence.

Sven shouldered his rucksack and trod slowly toward where his old smithy used to stand. What lay at his destination rooted him to the spot, as the ruins of his previous life held his gaze till the sun dipped below the horizon and the moon rose. A tap on his arm jerked him out of his reverie. Whirling, he beheld a blonde-haired young man with a dreadful scar across his forehead standing behind him.

“What happened here?” Sven implored.

“Fifteen years ago, there was a blacksmith who worked here. He was taken away by the guards, and no one has heard of him ever again.”

“Taken away by the guards? And his crime?”

“Foolishness. You see, he had this beautiful wife. The night after they took him away, Judge Branstein, aye, the honorable Judge Branstein, sent his henchman Ingram Wildschwein to abduct the blacksmith’s wife.”

“What befell her?”

“She was imprisoned. Fucked to no end every night like some harlot. Rumor has it that she poisoned herself two months later, unable to bear the shame. Poor thing.”

“NO!” Sven wailed as his hands clutched his head. His memories of his wife Euphemia le Britannia gushed through his mind as a volatile mix of emotions spun wildly within him, depriving him of the strength to stand and driving him to his knees in despair.

“So it’s you after all, Master Sanger!”

“No! Sanger Zonvold is dead! It’s Sven now. Sven Petrovich. And he will have his revenge.” Sven replied, his eyes afire with vengeance. Rage gave him strength to rise again. “You name me Master; is it you Ratsel?”

Ratsel Sibelwind nodded sadly. “I used to keep your forges hot as your apprentice, but those times are but distant memories now. Only one has survived. Follow me,” the young man gestured as he stepped over the ruins. Sven quietly tailed him and watched silently as Ratsel rummaged amongst the debris.

Sweeping away a pile of rubble that was once the roof, Ratsel reached down into an alcove hidden underneath the floorboard to retrieve an elongated package. After brushing off the layers of dust that had accumulated over the years, Ratsel slit open the wrapping to reveal a huge zweihander. The blade glowed as it reflected the moonlight. Solemnly and silently Ratsel handed the sword over to Sven. Speechless at first, Sven could only caress the weapon lovingly as he sang softly to himself:

This is my friend,
See how it glistens,
See this blade shine,
How he smiles,
In the light,
My friend,
My clever friend,
Till now your shine,
Was merely silver,
Friend,
You shall drip rubies,
You’ll soon drip precious rubies…


“The blade is chaste silver, isn’t it?”

“Silver, yes.” Sven murmured as he fingered the edge idly. “Goblins’.”

Crossing his wrists to grip the sword with both hands, Sanger pointed it skywards with a cry, “At last, my arm is complete again!” A tremulous smile graced his face, the first smile after all those years of torment and agony.

“What, may I ask, are you going to do now, Master?”

“I will find Branstein and put an end to him.”

“And after that?”

“I’ll leave.”

“Where to?”

Sven paused momentarily. “I don’t know. Mayhaps Felwood. I can hardly stay here after exacting my revenge.”

“I pray to Elune that we will meet again, master. It has, and will always be a pleasure to serve you.”

“You were ever faithful, Ratsel.” Sven smiled bitterly as he clapped a heavy hand on the shoulder of his former apprentice. “I ask one last duty of you.” With Ratsel’s aid Sven sheathed the sword and slung the scabbard across his back.

“Now tell me, where resides the foul knave?”

“I’ll lead you there myself.”

~~~



In front of Branstein’s manor, Sven parted ways with Ratsel. He drew a deep breath as he turned to face the oaken door-

Now then my friend. Time to your purpose. Patience, enjoy it, revenge can’t be taken in haste.

-then hammered a clenched fist against the wood.

The knocks were answered by a pompous squat man who promptly barked,

“What’s the ruckus about? Who the hell are you?”

“I presume, my good sir, that you would be Ingram Wildschwein?”

“How do you know my-“his words were cut short by a slash of Sven’s sword.

Sven stepped over Ingram’s body and surveyed it coldly as it bled out.

“One down. One more to go.”

Sword at the ready, Sven swiftly ascended to the second floor, slaughtering those unfortunate enough to appear before him as he sprinted from room to room. The screams of the dying pervaded the air as Sven’s sword callously sliced through flesh and bone.

At last he threw open a portal to regard his nemesis sitting comfortably in an armchair, sipping from a teacup and reading a tome.

“Ingram, how many times must I remind you, to NOT ever show your foul temper in this house?” Branstein snapped crossly without even bothering to look up.

“Ingram is dead.”

“What was that?” Branstein’s head whipped up in shock. “Who are you?”

“The years no doubt have changed me sir, but then I suppose the face of a blacksmith… the face of a prisoner in the dock is not particularly memorable.” Sven responded bleakly, his fingers stroking the edge of his dripping sword.

“Sanger Zonvold!” Branstein’s eyes widened in horror as truth sank into him; the truth that the person he had so unjustly deported fifteen years ago was now standing before him, very much alive and seeking his blood.

“SANGER ZONVOLD!” Sven roared as a golden aura of light erupted around him, empowering him with divine strength. He rammed his blade to the hilt into Branstein’s chest, withdrew it in an arc of blood, and then with repetitive strokes clove Branstein’s limp body into two gory halves. But Sven did not stop there; No, this blade would not be stopped until enough blood had been shed.

By the time the deed was done the carcass was beyond recognition. Sven fell upon his knees panting from exerting so much effort. Limply he let his weapon fall upon Branstein’s mutilated remains.

Rest now, my friend. Rest now forever. Sleep now, the untroubled sleep of the angels.

Sven rose and turned to leave, never to return.

Farewell now, my friend.





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Wednesday, 17 August 2011

18/08/2011

每个人人生中总有这样一个女生,那么的温柔,那么的恬静。

她会永远默默的把目标锁定在你的身上,在空荡寂静的回廊里,即使你跑的再快,再乱,你总能看见那个安静的她追随在你的身后。两人之间,没有什么繁琐的言语,更没有多余的眼神,她会在你有所动作的瞬间明白你的意图,默默的跟上,安静的保护你,辅助你。

她应该会是一个缄默,善良的女孩。有着温婉甜腻的嗓音,象净化后一样干净,清纯的笑脸。不断的用她拥有的一切力所能及的帮助你。你会感觉,她帮你修补的不止是肉体的创伤,还有心灵的慰藉,直到有一天你忽然发现对她已经产生了无法名具的依恋。

仅管有时你会调笑她是个小尾巴,仅管有时她也会犯一点点小错误。她始终笑脸盈盈的包容着你的冲动,你偶尔的孩子气。 像一潭波澜不惊的小湖,只泛微微涟漪。她和他始终保持着一种淡调的默契,进退的决心。他很着急的忙着表现自己,于是她会柔柔含笑的看着。

与爱情无关,与寂寞无关。只是金属对锁链一种宿命般的依赖。

呜,我也想要这样贤淑的一个伴侣的说。。。



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