21/12/2010

Time's running short.

Pathological physiology concluding tomorrow

plus probable surgery presentation

Russian

then workshop.

Life never felt better.

I need more time, still so much Christmas shopping to be done!

12/12/2010

I wonder what happened.

Really.

Of all people, I really don't want to scare HER away.

Though I might already have.

Looks like it's time to get to work if this persists.

09/12/2010

Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?
I realized for the first time
I've lost the things that have filled my heart till now
How much you supported me
How much you made me smile
That I'd lost them was too much to consider
Even though I struggled so desperately to reach out my hand and take them back
Like the wind they slipped through, looking as though they would reach me, but did not
My chest was tightened by loneliness and despair
My heart felt like it would break
But your smiling face remained in my memories
Always encouraging me
Let's return to those days once more
I know it will be alright this time
Always smiling at your side
Close by your side
Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?
Will you smile for me like always?
Right now, it's all I continue to ask for
Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?

Damn I still miss that bugger.

07/12/2010

Christmas Wishlist

AGX-05 Cybuster

Sadaharu plushie

PTX-007-3c Weissritter

PTX-007-6UN Rein Weissritter

PTX-003C-SP1 Alteisen Riese

.... and so many more

06/12/2010

神様の救いの果てに待っていたものは

何もなかった。

03/12/2010

Thank you.

Thank you, Kahwei.

For your company.

For your kind words.

For your encouragement.

For being there.

Really.

♥

02/12/2010

It's just the second day of winter.

And it's -10 already.

Seems like this may be the coldest winter this year.

Wish I had someone to share a scarf and warmth with.